Scared and alone

Knowing the truth can scare you, or change your life beyond what you ever hope to believe is possible.

I am in that dilemma now. And I fear. Whether it is irrational or rational, I still fear.

Yet, I want to know the truth now. Honestly, better to face the music now than cower in fear.

Even though the music might prove more frightful than waiting in fear, I choose the former.

Because at least, I know what I am fighting.